Is Your Conscience Clear

Are your intentions pure? If I did to you, what you are doing to me, will you be all right? Are you respectful towards me? Is your conscience clear?

How does one go about setting standards for others?

I don’t think we can. We are all given individual brains with our own ways to think. No two people are ever exact; not our DNA, not the way we think, not even the way we feel. Sometimes we just have to allow a person the freedom of doing things without having to set a specific standard.

Someone who has every intention of doing right by you will always do right by you whether or not you are around and whether or not they are told to do so.

You should never have to tell a person how to love. The way they love others and the way they love you should always be up to them. You do not hold the power to dictate a person’s heart. It isn’t fair, nor is it wise. We should coexist in one another’s’ vibes and we will thrive if and when it is meant.

Keep your conscience clear even if you have doubt someone else’s. At the end of the day, you have to put up with you for the rest of your life. People come and go, even if it is momentarily, and what we feel about a person may change from one day to the next. How we feel about ourselves and our choices is what makes or breaks us. Put good into this world and it will come back, I promise.

Karma always finds her way around, believe me.

It Is In The Journey

It is not about the destination but, rather, the journey itself.

We live in a world that tells us what deadlines to meet and what end goals we should greet. We get so wrapped up in this constant need to go somewhere, get somewhere. We forget about the road we take, the paths we groove for ourselves. The best memories lie within those very steps. The good, the bad, and the ugly; we should appreciate it all. Every gut wrenching mishap, every tear jerking obstacle, and every sunlit smile; appreciate it all. Let go of the thought of a destination and pay attention to the journey along the way. I promise you, it is worth every emotion.

One day at a time. Effort is the key to everything. [Never] forget that you are the curator of your journey. Be good to yourself along the way.

I have met some very amazing people in this journey through life, especially, after I let go of ALL things wearing me down. It took me a very long time to feel comfort within my own skin. It took me even longer to accept myself for who I truly am. Release all the negative energy you feel has taken precendence in your life. Breathe. Slowly exhale all that wears you down. Let your spirit flow freely with nature and soak in all the positive vibes the Universe has to offer.

Enjoy your journey. Bask in all the glory, and even the not so glorious, that life will offer.

Awakening

July 27, 2018 we will witness the Full Moon, a Lunar Eclipse, and Mars. This is the longest total lunar eclipse of our century. This Full Moon will bring about spiritual change for many of us, whether it is wanted or needed. Keep your chakras aligned and listen to what the Universe is trying to send you. This is a spiritual awakening.

This Lunar Eclipse is highly influenced by Mars, bringing about an emotional uproar.

Pay close attention to your emotions, intimate relationships, and social life as we embark on a full moon this Friday. This is a time to focus your energy on your lack, your wants, your needs, and your abundance. Look deeper into your own spiritual growth and see how much you have changed or are willing to. This is a good time to wake up from your third eye slumber.

The Universe gives us everything we give it, believe it or not. You put energy into this world to receive it tenfold. Karma. Sweet, sweet cosmic karma. Live by it. Learn from it.

Allow yourself to feel the energies flowing through this Earth. Don’t close yourself off.

Have you noticed a shift of energy in your life lately? What do you notice when you’re angry, happy, or sad? Recognize patterns and control your reactions. Awaken your sensitivity.

What are your plans for this Full Moon?

I want to touch the grass and soil with my bare feet and dance under the moonlight as I think deeply about all my emotions and where I’d like for them to take me. Think your most wonderful thoughts into existence.

Sincerely, My

I Have Issues, You Have Them Too

I felt too much as he felt too little. I wore my heart upon my sleeve only to get burned in the end.

I have real issues about analyzing and then some more overanalyzing. When I get these thoughts in my head and the wheel starts turning, it is so hard to turn it off. I hate the unknown and I hate not knowing. My problem is more systematic than symptomatic. Past traumas have shaped my way of thinking and poisoned my brain. I am still learning to let go, still …

My poison is my overactive brain and my fast beating heart.

I have confidence in myself. I have confidence in my own love. I have trust in my heart. Though there are times when I find myself overanalyzing the simple things, I have never, and will never, find myself questionin my own heart. I don’t regret the love I give now nor the love I’ve given in the past that has been taken completely for granted. I believe that love can win every time. I believe in myself.

We all have demons we are fighting with. Truth be told, many of us may be fighting the same demons. Insecurities lie beneath all of us and some of us hide it better than others. No one is above anyone else, we just go about our business differently.

Find the light within yourself and focus on making it brighter. Don’t rely on anyone else for your own happiness and know that your issues will never define who you are as a person as long as you remind yourself that you are greater than it.

Honeymoon Phase, Maybe

The honeymoon phase is usually known as the first couple of months of a new relationship in which everything is still viewed in a positive light. Everyone is still very happy and care-free during this “phase.”

Usually, “too good to be true,” is indeed true.

I have been dating since I was twelve. Early, I know. What did I know then? Absolutely nothing. My first real life relationship happened when I was about 18 and it was awful. From that 18-year-old moment until now I have only had a handful of serious relationships. To be exact, there were a total of maybe one and a HALF real relationships that I have personally been in. How sad.

Every person is different, this is true. Happiness means different things to different people. I am not above perfection for I have my flaws. I used to think that my loving too hard was a flaw or defect of some sort. I used to think this becuase there were people unworthy of my love receiving it. Not anymore. I have spent years pondering the meaning behind my own happiness. What makes My smile? What makes my heart sing with glee? How do I feel when …? The self questioning would go on and on.

I have recently put all of my worries aside. I took a crazy leap and actually went on a date with someone I spent only a few hours texting with. I was nervous, scared. But that leap took me to a new level of happiness. I honestly have not felt this accepted and this wanted by another human being who wasn’t family. He wanted more than just my body. He starves my ego and he feeds my soul. The wavelengths of our minds connect on a much higher level than I have connected with anyone else. He brings to me a new level of comfort and it makes me smile.

He kisses me as he leans in speaking to me. He isn’t afraid to show me affection. The way he makes me feel is beyond pleasurable. He connects with my innermost self. I have spent every moment with him possible and I can’t get enough.

My fear has always been whether I am doing too much or too little. He tells me to do whatever I am most comfortable with – no force. I move within my own speed and he matches every step. More than content, I am happy. I want this to be more than a honeymoon phase. I just want this to be. Wish my happiness into existence and it will be.

To others this may very well be my honeymoon phase … I’m hoping this is just life.